Saturday, January 30, 2016
Thursday, January 28, 2016
Wednesday, January 27, 2016
I spent the morning on the train .alighted with wallet and walked to gks place. a quick brew and fresh tomatoes on toast while the kids got out of bed clothes and finished off the bubbles of rice. Long walk with the dog some attempts and training then decided to let Heidi swim in the creek. Visit to Milkbar after walking a cpl more ovals i donated $5 towards frozen treats and musk sticks. Photo may follow
Monday, January 25, 2016
Was sitting at local gov office waiting for my number to be called trying to guess the occupation of the ppl in the office got it in one .all were looking for for or trying to get some assistance. i wasn't so hopeful number came 15 mins late an apology didn't, soon addressed that and then we started, round and round until i was spat out with no change as such . i guess the story continues.
Saturday, January 23, 2016
Is everything confirmation bias, do i see in order to maintain what i perceive to be true.i have tried to stand back and give a dispassionate view of my current relationship. When asked for truth is it only my truth , will a persuasive argument or promise of future reward colour my thinking. fuck yeah, am i aware of this ..... well i may be aware but i might be the only one.i am not sure of the end game or whether i will let others determine the outcome. cos it seems to me (confirmation bias) that the more earnest i am in my endeavours the more unlikely i get what i thought i wanted. this all makes perfect sense to me but am not sure which direction to track or lets the ongoing conditions prevail.
i will report my progress
Wednesday, January 20, 2016
i am unsure of the path to take, is it fair to think that others may want a future with you or is the pressure of the ever present now enough. i have lost my rhythm not that i had any as such before, maybe its more like life has finally managed to reduce the previously life affirming spring in my step to a painful shuffle that occasionally remembers how things used to be, i feel the need to focus on my needs not wants, food has become passe lets hope i don't find other enjoyments fit in the same bucket.
Tuesday, January 19, 2016
Sunday, January 17, 2016
Saturday, January 16, 2016
Tuesday, January 12, 2016
Spent the day with gks had a great time as we walked after tea they were moaning the weight of being 3 years of a teen a cpl of kids maybe 3 and 3 came running around the corner giggling and full of the fun of life itself and i asked the gks why they cant return to those heady days of pure fun , the oldest could still remember such fun and it and both reconnected to the child in the child once more. made my day along with a myriad of joyous moments shared
Friday, January 8, 2016
Like all others that gave gone before this is d day I will attempt to be brace of heart and share my truth regardless of what may be as it will be. I wish myself luck as I have done little preparation for d day cept everything I have done. I wish myself luck as I know luck is as nebulous as time itself .
Thursday, January 7, 2016
Wednesday, January 6, 2016
As the year seems almost over galloping along at a right clip i notice i have taken my eye of the ball. So much so that i barely remembered the game was on. it will hold me in good stead to remember that its a long haul but i need to make some early ground in the name of moral.
Tuesday, January 5, 2016
Helped friends with a busy and tiring day as they prepare for a 2 year 3 kids O.S adventure.I was so impressed with their plan to do the east and UK living. For my loss of family contact i get a cpl of nice leather couches a bigger smarter tv. 'the card' and a lovely pastel green rug for the girlie. A real win win win situation,
Monday, January 4, 2016
As the NFL season draws to a close, my Monday viewing of Sunday night football is soon to concude. From a 4am kick.off to the last down mid afternoon its a soundless drama played out in the corner of my room, Excellent production values occasionally hold my gaze as i try to forecast my weekly forecast. the day holds more but i cannot stomach starting the day with Strayan breakfast tv and the radio can be tiring and numbing.
Sunday, January 3, 2016
As in times gone past i will post daily with the idea of chance being a fine thing i give myself the chance to flesh out thoughts and deeds with the benefit of perspective. Baby steps as the process begins. thought for the day. Happiness is a memory spun to help the now. but now i am happy with the process. i may expand on what a CUNT XMAS HAS BEEN but hope springs eternal .
Saturday, January 2, 2016
Trust is a rare commodity to maintain throughout a lifetime. In many respects i can trust my instincts that most ppl revert to type.But i will try to remain on an even keel through these troubled waters i currently navigate. Externalise here what bounces around inside.