Monday, May 31, 2010
Friday, May 28, 2010
Ppl come from the 4 corners of the globe[a orb with corners?] and meet in space project a reality of themselves that might vary from thier reality by the narrowest of margins or the complete opposite of who they truly are and of course all points inbetween.
the online reasons that drive ppl are as varied as the ppl that travel the highway.
mine is connect to free thinking ppl who can challenge and be challenged
and have a laugh or two along the way. And share bits of me and mine.
so if you are a bit of a funster don’t take yourself too seriously, and don’t mind your belief systems being given a bit of a shake[ just to make sure they work] join in and give as good as you get
make your mark and maybe it will leave an impression
The above quote helps me make sense of stuff
How do I weigh up the intangibles?
if I am destined to judge ppl by my standards, such as they are. Will ppl continually fall short of my minimum standard..i truly hope not but, the signs aren’t encouraging, I would like the ppl I consider friends to think kindly of me, if I don’t care for your company does that mean the friendships over. All friendships are conditional on certain agreed or perceived set of standards, agenda driven friendships are the glue that binds, if I have something you want what depths will you plummet to get your agenda fulfilled tis murky waters that we swim nay drown in if we cant just appreciate the moment and have to be considering the benefits of friendship then fuck it I aint playin’. Sometimes a feeling of sadness follows the end of something that had all the signs of the promise of a healthy exchange. Why do ppl present based on what they think you want them to be?? I want ppl to truly be themselves then we are all starting from the same position. And what we make of it can be as good or as bad as our motives dictate. This is not a lasting truth ‘cept to say that now it rings true to the feeling me and the thinking me.
The loss of what shows promise leaves a little hollow spot within me.
I rue what might have been but am happy for each and every moment to continue the journey to destinations unknown…
and the other kind who feel each and every jibe directed at others and rather than play the game they walk away.
If you need to ask you which one you are you already know. and you are likely to tip your hand the next time the heady aroma of power fill your nostrils.